Monday, December 25, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
and so THIS is Christmas?
it's looking forward to being one of the weirdest Christmases of my life. But then again, this has probably been the weirdest, craziest, hardest, most awesome YEAR of my life. I have about a week off of work and I'm loving it, wrapping Christmas presents, and trying to get into the Christmas spirit.
On Sunday morning I got up early and went to church, stopping off at the coffee shop on the way there. ...OH MY GOD... i think that I almost had a heart attack because I saw someone that I wasn't expecting to see. That night after church and a youth party I went driving... FAST... and for a long time. As I drove, I poured my heart out to God like I have never done before and I sobbed as many painful tears ran down my face. I asked Him for just one more chance - 1 more chance at life, 1 more chance at love. I drove to a little place I call the lake and I sat on the hood of my car and I cried tears that I had been holding back for way too long.
Yesterday was work and hanging out with Julie at the coffee shop and then going to movies, IHOP, and Walmart. It was seriously like going back in time, totally awesome. Girl, I miss you like crazy when you're at school. You're one of the best friends in the world. :)
Today, other than being threatened with a restraining order for buying my brothers Christmas presents, I really don't know WHAT I'm doing, haha. It'll be an adventure................
On Sunday morning I got up early and went to church, stopping off at the coffee shop on the way there. ...OH MY GOD... i think that I almost had a heart attack because I saw someone that I wasn't expecting to see. That night after church and a youth party I went driving... FAST... and for a long time. As I drove, I poured my heart out to God like I have never done before and I sobbed as many painful tears ran down my face. I asked Him for just one more chance - 1 more chance at life, 1 more chance at love. I drove to a little place I call the lake and I sat on the hood of my car and I cried tears that I had been holding back for way too long.
Yesterday was work and hanging out with Julie at the coffee shop and then going to movies, IHOP, and Walmart. It was seriously like going back in time, totally awesome. Girl, I miss you like crazy when you're at school. You're one of the best friends in the world. :)
Today, other than being threatened with a restraining order for buying my brothers Christmas presents, I really don't know WHAT I'm doing, haha. It'll be an adventure................
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Shane
Baby, I miss you so much. I wish that I could go back to being in your arms just one more time. I would give anything for...
Midnight walks to the lake.
Hanging out at the coffee shop with you.
Playing mancala.
Watching movies.
Talking about God.
Chilling with you friends.
Going out to eat.
Being random with Michelle and Julie.
Walmart runs.
Staying up LATE.
Riding on your bike.
You making fun of me for getting lost.
Tubing down the guadalupe.
Falling asleep next to you.
Looking into your eyes.
Loving your smile.
Being in each other's arms.
Your kiss.
Telling you how much I love you.
Hanging out at the coffee shop with you.
Playing mancala.
Watching movies.
Talking about God.
Chilling with you friends.
Going out to eat.
Being random with Michelle and Julie.
Walmart runs.
Staying up LATE.
Riding on your bike.
You making fun of me for getting lost.
Tubing down the guadalupe.
Falling asleep next to you.
Looking into your eyes.
Loving your smile.
Being in each other's arms.
Your kiss.
Telling you how much I love you.
Friday, December 8, 2006
I Love You Michelle
I wish every day that I could go back to...
Long walks down Evans Road.
Watching movies in the apartment.
Going shopping together.
You getting mad at me for being so stupid.
Hanging out with the guys.
Midnight swims and Walmart runs.
Going to HEB dressed like dorks just to get a reaction.
Coming to see you at work.
Riding around in your car.
Just hanging out together.
Talking to Sparky.
Stealing all of each others clothes.
Doing laundry.
Living in "my closet".
Looking forward to you getting home from work every day.
The apartment.
Your amazing spaghetti.
Our weird versions of food and meals and all the random stuff we had in our fridge.
Hanging out with our brothers, all 5 of us together.
Fighting over the bathroom.
Laughing at you and your crazy bubble baths.
You telling me to shut up, that my singing is killing you.
Being driven CRAZY by Josh Groban and what's her face, lol.
You hating it when I played Fall Out Boy and 99.5.
Staying up late.
I wish that I had spent more time with you when I had the chance. I wish that I wouldn't have stayed out so many nights and made you worry about me. I wish that I had let you know every single day just how much I loved you.
I miss you so, so much Michelle.
I would do anything to go back.
I love you.
Long walks down Evans Road.
Watching movies in the apartment.
Going shopping together.
You getting mad at me for being so stupid.
Hanging out with the guys.
Midnight swims and Walmart runs.
Going to HEB dressed like dorks just to get a reaction.
Coming to see you at work.
Riding around in your car.
Just hanging out together.
Talking to Sparky.
Stealing all of each others clothes.
Doing laundry.
Living in "my closet".
Looking forward to you getting home from work every day.
The apartment.
Your amazing spaghetti.
Our weird versions of food and meals and all the random stuff we had in our fridge.
Hanging out with our brothers, all 5 of us together.
Fighting over the bathroom.
Laughing at you and your crazy bubble baths.
You telling me to shut up, that my singing is killing you.
Being driven CRAZY by Josh Groban and what's her face, lol.
You hating it when I played Fall Out Boy and 99.5.
Staying up late.
I wish that I had spent more time with you when I had the chance. I wish that I wouldn't have stayed out so many nights and made you worry about me. I wish that I had let you know every single day just how much I loved you.
I miss you so, so much Michelle.
I would do anything to go back.
I love you.
Friday, December 1, 2006
DALLAS
Yesterday I drove up to Dallas through the FREEZING weather. I loved the feeling of just me and my car flying down the open highway, stereo blaring and singing at the top of my lungs. haha. it's amazing. And then there was this one dude in a Mazda G-somethin... yeah, we weren't exactly racing but we weren't exactly not racing either. That went on for forever. haha, so much fun.
Then I got into Waxahachie where Michelle lives with my grandparents and it was SNOWING. like omg. So after getting lost a million times on an emergency Walmart run I finally made it to the ranch. I'm so proud of my car =) =) =). Baby, I'll never doubt you again. ;-) haha... but I really didn't know if we would make it or not.
So yeah... today me and Michelle are hitting up the W-town. I think we're gonna go see Casino Royale and then eat some crazy good food.
laterz homies
Then I got into Waxahachie where Michelle lives with my grandparents and it was SNOWING. like omg. So after getting lost a million times on an emergency Walmart run I finally made it to the ranch. I'm so proud of my car =) =) =). Baby, I'll never doubt you again. ;-) haha... but I really didn't know if we would make it or not.
So yeah... today me and Michelle are hitting up the W-town. I think we're gonna go see Casino Royale and then eat some crazy good food.
laterz homies
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